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Steve ... my compositions

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mY word aUTobio

poems

my dandelion meadows
I'm a Liver I'm a Lover
alone
tomorrow never cries
I made a mistake
On The Road to Success
When I Say I Love You
When Do Poets Fail?

articles

Sexual Energy
Today's Economy May Be to Blame
My Comment on Internet Businesses
Unnamed Product Promotion

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my Word auTobio

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my dandelion meadows

preventing subjecting deliverance

encased in freedom of doubt

I live, yet faint of breath

tomorrow be comfort, be death

subjected to society & self

I planted a seed of a dandelion

sowed in meadows of wheat

so pretty, so bitter to eat

it dances with spornes on my tongue

a chaser, yes - bring it on now!

no chaser, no comfort, no pity

for a dandelion sower in this city

allow me I beg, allow me to cut

to clean those meadows of wheat

restore, replentish, yet savor

... the dandy-lying

it adds, did you know - so much flavor!

steve shearer - jan 21-2006

I'm a Liver I'm a Lover

I'm a liver

I'm a lover

I couldn't have been any other

I felt the rain

I held my pain

I ran away when I was to blame

I made a castle

Out of sticks

And broke a few things th' I couldn't fix

We'd play kick-the-can

'Till it was dark

Red Rover come over in our backyard park

The snowballs, the snowmen

A fire on the ice

Pretty girls on my street, backwoods so nice

So much to enjoy

Why'd we always wanna be older

Be a chemest, a lawyer, a nurse, a soldier

So where is that clover

That we made as our bed

Can't you see it on the pillow - where your child lay his head

stephen 2004

Copyright 2005, All Rights Reserved

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alone

alone I find myself in good company

what could be spared

from them

we have nothing to offer each other

so we all go home

alone

but alone is not forsaken

alone is not without

alone is forever encapsuled

within

within there is a complacancy

within there is acceptance

within there is a home

forever as I am

and who am I to be

who I am

who am I to see

who I am

to be, to see, to feel;

shall I encompass ...

doubt

fear

lack

despondancy

who am I to say

who I am not

I am who I am ... should I be else?

stephen 10/30/2005

tomorrow never cries
stephen shearer 2001

It's the writing in your mind that forms the history of your soul

As you wander on your journey towards a destiny supposed

The naked body shows should only a part of it appear

And when the eyes decide the way, the path ahead may conjure fears.

and although the mouth may spill, tomorrow never cries

it has no shape, it has no form, it has no alibi's.

I see a form...a man...a god...he takes me to his soul

Convicting me of truth in thoughts, detouring future pain

Convicting me of truth in thoughts to expedite my goal

Convicting me of truth in thoughts, not loss but all to gain

and although the mouth may spill, tomorrow never cries

it has no shape, it has no form, it has no alibi's.

The grave is there, for all must die & move towards the morrow

What lies ahead could be a bliss could be a lake of sorrow

No proof to show, could be a gate of angelic attornies

To ward you off or lead you on to yet another journey

and although the mouth may spill, tomorrow never cries

it has no shape, it has no form, it has no alibi's.

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I made a mistake

Can't take it back

Neither white out nor delete

Can eradicate my act

I made a mistake

Caused damage to victims

Caused karma, regret

Blame, judgment, estrangement.

I made a mistake

Can't take it back

Does it yet breathe

The air you lack

Do you allow it

Restrain on your future

I need allow it

Only to pass

Stephen Shearer

11/12/2005

On The Road to Success

When you are on the right road to success

Don't look around, cause the house is a mess!

You're on auto pilot - don't confuse it with plans;

It's just a matter of time ... you're in God's hands.

Don't burden yourself with doubts & fears

And don't let conversation fall on dead ears!

Remember you can take but one step at a time;

The first for yourself, the second - mankind.

You have mustered up all that courage to begin

Be encouraged, young soul & see this to its end.

So go ahead - get what you need; He will give it!

You only live once ... it's your life; go live it!

Stephen Douglas Shearer

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When I Say I Love You

When I say, "I love you,"

I am saying that I am totally comfortable when I am with you.

Though problems may abound, you can lead me to rest.

Assurance, care & well being lay within your breast.

When I say, "I love you,"

I am stating that I love who I am as my thoughts reflect off of you.

I need not be sufficient, victorious, or strong, I need only be -

Wheither neutral, in the right, or stupidly wrong.

When I say, "I love you,"

I feel united to a fusion that holds a power stronger than I have.

And there's this change, slow but steadfast, holding me constrained

from all the beautiful "fish in the sea," as only one has your name.

So, when I say, "I love you,"

It's not a trance to keep you fixed ...

It's not a pill to cure your ache ...

Nor a time-bomb to release my power.

It's because you are you & I become euphoriaized

When I gaze upon your lips & sink deep within your eyes.

Stephen

When Do Poets Fail?

Stephen D. Shearer

October 29, 2005

Where do the poets go

when the soul is dry

when thoughts are distractions

when intent is questioned?

What do poets do

when emotions are discounted

when trifle is expanded

when merit requires intrusion?

When do poets fail

to evade our discontent

to releave us our follies

to dismiss our neglect?

It is the poet who will go

to the soul when it has dried

to make thought be as distraction

even to question true intent

And should emotion be discounted,

even the trifle he will expand

should his words require merit

he gains intrusion when denied

So when do poets fail

to guarantee us pleasure

Only when his love of self

is above or below his measure.

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Sexual Energy
By Steve Shearer

Our greatest pleasure and our most powerful weapon is sexual energy. From light stimuli and sensual erotica to amicable revenge and aggressive manipulations, creation and destruction flows from this same passion. Fire and ice, tundra and barrenness, love and hate.

I had the pleasure and the agony of a woman who had no middle ground in her emotions. If there were no frills, chills, & laughter, I became the object of her pain and regret. After six months of drama and adventure, I knew this was not for me. She thought otherwise. With the loss of her flowing vaginal juices, her flustering desire to release sexual tension aroused my squander for pocket change, as I was drug through her manipulated litigation's.

While many of us need to relate pleasure through enlightening experiences, others indulge in pain. Where your going, where you've been, what makes you feel ... what takes you in ... what pulls you out? Ropes, chains, whips; devices of pain for sexual release. Burning of skin, lacerations, genital, testicle, and breast tourniquets to increase sensationalism. And the most dangerous: suffocation to deliver extremely enhanced climaxes.

So where have you been? Sex for today requires more than a contraception and a few pumps in the selected hole! Don't tell me you don't use this stuff?

Ok, so you don't use that stuff! Today it's selective choice. It's your choice ... your terms ... your indulgence. Which sacrifices you can endure, and what makes you scream. Possibilities, plausibility ... participation(s); filling, fulfilling us with the quality required to climax. But will the elated climb reach it's demanded destination? Will the excruciating release satisfy its proposal? And even if it should - was the appetite satisfied?

You have not come to this passage because you have a satisfied appetite (duh!). And many of you have developed so far as to embrace sexual anorexia. It's likely not to have happen by accident, and most sexual abnormalities were generated in adolescent years. But your sexual energy is not removed from you. Not even by the slightest measure. Energies cannot be disintegrated - they can only be displaced.

The night is young ... her skin is soft ... her lady lumps are resonating. Vibrations from their sexual energies penetrate the atmosphere. His mind draws a void towards perplexities distracting him from this moment. This sensuous intensity will not be forsaken. As he draws her closer, the tantalizing fantasy is on!

It comes from the onset. It's derived through desire for the ultimate. It begins because now this has become your joint creation. Your manifested desires soon create energies that actually hold a displacement in the air around the both of you. How could such be derived from outward reliance? It is not in the appearance of your sexual subject that creates erotic stimuli. It is in your perception of that appearance. Should anything distract from your sexual direction, the intensity, both yours and your partners, will be affected.

I use to wondered how a heavyset woman could be desired. But it's not the appearance; it's the perception of the appearance and the toxic nature may relate more to the value placed on the subject than to her foxy looks. I can still remember the intensity I felt when I was succumb to such a woman. Only the experience itself can relate to another's understanding.

Then there's this mention of chemistry. I am emphatically opposed to this notion. There ain't no potion. Nor any fragrant lotion to get your locomotion in motion. There just isn't any consumable substance that can replace desire! For the male subject, you can usually get him moving with a bit of eye candy distraction. For the ladies, it oft times are a bit more complex. Us guys got to have a keen awareness of our ladies' dispositions; of their natural inclinations and reactions, of their cycles, their mood swings; and our sense of timing through it all. And don't forget the magic time of the month - when she sends out nonverbal messages of her wanted enticement. Gees dude, get a clue!

I have failed miserably at this with many of my almost encounters. Just when I think I found what turns her on, she creates a new reaction to what seemed to always work. Nod your head if you relate. What this calls for, what will always work, is your sexual energy. I know that sounds like I'm putting Splenda in your sugar but I'm not talking about that blinding sex drive. I'm talking about the energy behind the blinding sex drive. Convert that to creative energy. You can do it. It's been done - and it works. Conversion of this energy can be super effective in creating the ultimate solution for any situation. And although a little wine my get her in the mood, creativity for sexual enticement will give you both a climatic orgasm that you as yet may never have experienced.

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Today's Economy May Be to Blame

By Steve Shearer

We are all subject to an abundance of external pressures and as our worlds develop, the outside forces appear to be a blossoming along with each propagation. I can attest that today's economy may be to blame for increased depression and anxiety.

As we as a people mature, undoable we will change - individually as well as collectively. Some of the life habits that once were beneficial are no longer effective. Many times, a person's maturity will lead them to establish a different residency and sometimes even a new democracy. But now without enough income to enable self-support, we have entered into yet another phase of conditioning and into a new reality of sacrifice.

Owning a home or even renting an apartment has become out of reach for so many people today as their wages from the current employment opportunities is slow to increase if it does at all. Professionals from most all occupations are witnessing a lack of livelihood. Many will also admit that their living situations were much better when they were a novice. Being so, we are subjected to multiple family residencies combined into single family housing arrangements.

This has become a new challenge, a new conditioning, and a new situation of acceptance for many. Even though people may have boarded together in days passed, now there exists the controversy of variable human reactions, of different points of view, or nonconforming values.

People can be adaptive, people can be congenial, but most people nowadays have allowed themselves to become inflexible. We have adapted our independence, our space, and our terms. And now we are suddenly confronted with passing or reserving comment on our partners' living habits. As we try to combine all the variations of each individual's values, often one member is coheres into sacrificing his personal methods as well as his characteristics.

So what has become of our love and of our unbiased acceptance; which of our values have allowed us to be so self-centered; what happened to the lesson of self-sacrifice? We have filled our silos with grain that has become rotted as we watch yet another victim be removed from his home.

This situation is not due to lack, it is not because of ignorance, and it was not caused by lack of discipline. This situation was brought on through inflation ... a direct result of greed, a result of a person's want that was not his need. Why is it that those of us who have more than we need seem to always want more? And those of us, who have more and yet want, seem to be the ones who have the power to do so.

Are we not collectively, from the attitude of self-reliability, the cause of our own future destruction? Yet ... we CAN be at peace without when we are at peace within; or we can accept the increasing depression and anxiety ... it's contained within our preferred decision.

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My Comment on Internet Businesses

My interest in internet programs has greatly diminished. What good are these programs that cannot offer any guarantee and require you to spend countless hours trying to get more idiots to follow into the ordeal?

True, there actually exhists a few verifiable opportunities gained through web access, but how can one know less he applies himself to a great number of them? Then later he discovers that 5% of his endevers finally supplies him a return, not substantial enough for most to continue.

Maybe you have found otherwise; maybe you have found that needle in the cyber haystack; maybe you have found something worthwhile that gives you an outlet, that gives a good return (cash or otherwise) for your time invested.

I have been searching for over 4 years, trying to find viable income on the internet. Yet, I am not one to place myself into an opportunity just for the fact of making money - I have to have motive, interest, meaning & purpose. I have trusted several friends, enlisting into what they proclaim as worthwhile endevers. None have proved out to me.

Seems that most all of the programs that are internet based serve very well for the founders as they capitalize off of downline recruits. Enough said?

Excluding autosurf advertising & the returns on my autosurf investments, I have not found the internet to provide me a business endever. Even though I have been burned severely by the autosurf industry, it still generates interest; both mental & financial. Yet, now I do not invest what I do not wish to forgive.

As I view the structure of profit to be gained via internet display, there stands reliable gain through only this source: one's personal interest & his ability to broadcast it.

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Unnamed Product Promotion

Have you ever been asked to give out your name, e-mail address, phone number, or other contact information just so you can learn what a company has to offer? Sounds a bit nieve, but this is how most undeserving products and services get noticed It's all in the copyright.

These write-ups for promoting unknown products and services are intended to get a potential customer to hope and wish for something exclusive ... something fantastic! And that, my friend, is the basic intent of this type of promoting: to get the customer emotionally set-up for a sale.

Here's how it works. Before knowledge of their product or service, a curiousity is generated by convincing wordage and the consumer will gladly surrender information just to get a peek at what's on the other side, what's on the "protected" web page. These unnamed products sell well only to "get rich quick" and "too good to be true" demographic groups. And if a sale doesn't result, the company still has your contact information to do with as they please ... even if they tell you otherwise.

Have you noticed that if a company has a valuable product, they rely on the uniqueness or the otherwise customer value to sell their product / services?

You have to ask yourself, "Why don't they tell you or show you what they are trying to sell?" ... Why? Because they have a motive: 1) The promotional company perceives that the value of their product is easier to sell through preconditioning the audience. 2) The promotional company percieves that a salesperson can break down any bariers that the potential customer has. 3) The promotional company can get a customer in a wanting mental state.

The promotional company, by inducing hype prior to knowledge will entice curiosity and imagination. The only other requirement to close a sale is a professional closer.

Another key required with this type of enticement is a to employ a closer prepaired with alternative suggestions. The consumer can be caught off guard thus a reasonable sales agreement closed with minimal customer defense: after all, his mind is now in a preset "get something mode."

Would you agree that getting such an intense sales pich thrown at you prior to product knowledge is manipulative? This type of promotion capitalizes on our want, get, and need satisfaction impulses that become preset before product introduction.

Clever!

Should a company have a viable product or service, I would venture that the product or service needs to be the major focus of the promotion. If someone trys to sell you something without any sort of "what it is" introduction, I would suggest you get to know "what it is" before going any further.

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